我知道，你心中那个不是我，但我只能在这儿看着你，离开我～～～

我不明白，


为何你在离开我，


我知道我真么说都没用，


但我希望，


你会找到一个，


你最爱的人。。。。。。。

一切都那么简单

原来，

这一切都那么简单，

就这样，

小六就快过去了，

永远地，大家就离开此。。

Loss in time

Time is flying away from my hands,

I gotta use my own hands to catch it,

eventhough there is only the time that is left,

My only hands are able to save it,

日记

呼，

闷呀，

今天没有什么好说，但拍了照片！！！

盖着脸，

哈哈。。。。

我变了～～

我渐渐发觉，

我开始变了，

我不再是以前的庄顺发了，

可能是我傻啦，

哈哈。

好了，

再见！！

好笑吗？？

叶文以及ironman???

希望，就是带来一个新的生命的地方

我想了很久，人生到底是不是一场，


可怕的游戏，


玩具？？


或者有许多可能性，


我已不是那么傻的人了，


我不爱做为一个玩具，


但我想，


人类生存，

的原因是。。。。为了实现梦想吗？？

我依然觉得自己，

是一个，够成熟，

的人了，我不会那么傻，

在一次，

相信缘分的存在。。。。

I have u in my heart,it will nvr change forever....

Juz a moment,
i was thinking all about her(another her)
she apppeared in my mind,
same as i said,
its too late.

darrenboyzzz new life~~

Darren Cheng darren cheng~~~
Flower hearted de me,
haiz,
now i like someone else,
wassup with u darren,
watever la,
i didn't wanna fight with u,
but if i let u win,
i suck==
but will u let go,
i dunno,
just wait till see,
wat happens then.
Goodbye

Same problem....

Alright,
im here to tell ya,
still the same problem like booyee,
still the same problem,
in school,
zhen xing hua da mao xian,
still about her lo,
owe people more than 40 zhen xin hua,
haiz....

Whats in my brain???

It feels that,
im starting to thing of something,
just see this picture,
then u will know wats
in my brain???

No MORE LOVE FOR ME!!!!!!

Today,its not about love,its about me,who wants it anyway,
lol,
back to the normal darrenboy here to
talk to you....
happy??
guess so,by the way,
HAPPY HOLIDAYZZZZ,
not happy 4 me
nowhere to GO!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!! hehe,
surely,
my father's company trip to
THAILAND was canceled,
sad T^T,
never mind that,
my own holiday plans just started!!!!!!

haiz......

a week of school tuition past
by,so fast,
times goes too fast,
2morrow need to tuition
haiz,
not fun,
bu shuang,
school kids really had hard lives,
still the word,
HAIZZZZZZ!!!!

........

Today at school,darn bored,
homework n ot many,
but just feel not at good mood
haiz,dunno wat problem......
that picture,is during christmas,sry for posting late ark.....

lonely,lonely night......

lonely lonely night,
the star all shines so bright,
thinking of u maybe all doomed,
show that the love is with u,
the bond,is strong ,
the love is brokens to bits,
thought i heard u say,
that maybe the chance to thing,
what had happen,
should i know,
that whose the one in u,
the one who is truly for u,
it is all n true,
this lonely night
im thinking of you,
should i say its true,
the love is with you......

i thought i could do it......

i noe,
i should not crush on her till like tat,
every1 noe's the secret,
the 1st thing if i can change time,i should not,
have met her,
many question marks came out from my head,
why,why,n why???
why in the world i crushed on her,
but i couldn't help it,
cause of my heart.......

No hope......

I really don't understand
she mightt had really.......
chose the person,
in her heart.......
maybe im really not good,
im just a real bad boy......
that should be the thing,
but can't forget her,
why,why,??????
many question marks get out
from my head,
should i continue,
or not......

Staying in my heart......

Maybe its a brand new year,
but u r always by my side,
thinking of u,
is the sweetest dream of my life,
i thought without u,
i can survive,
but no,
without u,im nothing,
just a plain old dude,
but the soaring pain,
says that i should not have a crush on u,
trying to forget u,
but it does not work,
Gate of Doom,
is when i face u,
when im away from u,
just almighty n agressive,
but when i face u,
its my biggest fear,
im sorry that i say,
i really had liked u,
love u,
thingking of u,
its already true......

schoool's coming,(GATE TO DOOM) (GTD)

School's gonna start,whatever cause homework is gonna come like trash
surely do till late at night,
but im sure,i can conqure my homework
homework is just a little matter,
WHATEVER!!!!

New year's eve...thinking of u.....

Yesterday's new year's eve i suddenly felt
pretty lonely,
i keep on thinking of u
thinking of u by my side,
i felt that you were by my side
i said before i like u,
but i failed,i thought i wasn't the type for u n try to forget u,
but it isn't working at all
you are always in my mind,
i tried to forget u,
but no, it didn't work,
cause i really had a very deep crush on u,
I had already have a real crush on somebody(cause some im just playing with no true love)
I had only like u for just a year,
this crush made me that......
I did really loved u,
It may had hurt your feelings that i told u,
but I won't give up,
cause i truely found the person i liked......
(no telling name so don't ask me about that)